I need a break from my flesh, skeleton, and muscles.
A holiday from my corporeal existence.
Sleep doesn’t count. My very real fleshy earth ship is still connected to something.
Right now, I am extremely aware of my restless legs. From my ankles to my hips throbs and radiates pain. My nose is ice cold. My arms, back, and neck also ache.
I don’t want the “big nap” any time soon. But, in a fantasy dream world scenario; when the pain flares it would be nice to put my carcass into some kind of high tech healing pod, while my consciousness dicks around somewhere else. Constructive dicking around.
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